Sorry Peeps About The Lack of Posts.! ):

I haven't been really "available" lately but I promise I'll start blogging starting TOMORROW.!
#ready?

And..So I Did.!

I really did take a nap -.- lol so I don't really feel like blog hunting and editing today :/
#sorry

Tomorrow..

If the State Test hasn't made me crash into a 5 hour nap after school tomorrow-
( -__- )
Then I will be going blog hunting again, and post the links.
Follow more blogs, meet new people, more followers.
And I might change some things around my blog <:/ <---(thinking face)

Want to look for some blogs yourself??

1. Go to your profile
2. Scroll down to the little section that says INTERESTS (it'll be off to the side, I think)
3.Your interests (some) should be highlighted in blue, and you should be able to click one them if they're blue.
4.click on your most favorite interest..
5. Ta-da.! It has now just popped up a couple pages of people's blogs that have the same interest! :D
6. continue to browse, until you get tired or you get bored (:

See any cool blogs? Post them on your blog and i'll check it out.
Don't know how to post the link on your post though?
email me at: iyana.daisy17@yahoo.com

#goodnight.and.good.luck.to.any.testers.out.there!!!

Not The Best Day Ever..

Let me see if I know how to start this off....

ok.

I've never really been the one to let be bother me about my race, but it annoys me a whole lot when a FRIEND does it.
Today at lunch, Krystyn (another person who THINKS she's in T.F.R.W) brought her phone out, and started video taping everyone, for only who knows why. Then we she got to me, she said,
"LOOK AT THAT BLACK WOMAN.!"
Everyone gasped and started laughing, but I didn't think it was funny at all. Everyone stared at me like I was some sort of creature that crawled from underground and it made me feel 2 inches tall v_v
I decided to leave, but she grabbed on to me and I tried to get her off, but she just kept laughing thinking it was a joke, and it made everyone else laugh. I felt just so embarrassed, mad, sad, just all of the above.I'm not at all ashamed of who I am, i just hate how people have to point out my only one true difference from my friends.

I went into the library (most of me and my friend's retreat spot), and just read.
Now there's a difference so your friends know what to do in case of your mood change (i figured this out in 7th period and it made sense to me):
WHEN YOUR SAD: you NEED you friends with you. If they're not, you feel like they don't care.
WHEN YOUR MAD: everyone needs to back off cause hovering around them will annoy them.

 I started crying when (hooda-thunk'it?) Adriana comes out of nowhere. We aren't really the best of friends, we've had our arguments and all, but she is still a friend. She pulled out her book and asked if I could read with her, and I said sure, (how can you turn someone down when you feel so alone?)
we just sat reading in silence, but to be honest, it was the most comforting thing I felt all day.
It's good to know I have a friend to be there.

I texted my mom after lunch to come pick me up.

I've been know to chicken out whenever something little happens (i've did this 3 times this year), but that's only because I don't know how to handle it. I can't think of the things I should say when it happens (not a quick thinker and doesn't do well in arguments) but after it's over, I think of all these things I could've done or said and I shake my head and sigh.

If an argument happened:
I text.

If someone talks about me:
I text.

If I just wasn't having a good day:
-you guessed it-

When I got home I explained to my mom, and suprisingly, after bugging her all weekend, she actually understood. Yeah she said I need to stand up for my self more, and stop the bs when it happens, but she actually understood. She said she went through the same thing when she was in high school (hooda thunk'it???). I started crying again, not because i was sad, but just because I was happy because I now know sorta who really cares.
#thanks.for.reading

Running Out Of Things To Blog About D:>

I was thinking if I waited long enough for summer to start, post ideas would start to flood in, (since less school, more family events, etc.)
but it's taking a LOT longer then i thought <:T
#worried

I Raindow-Tized My Headphones! :))

#craft.lace((:

Well That Was One Punch In The Stomach v.v

I was looking for him on my way to class,
so I could talk to him for a little bit,
(he always makes me blushh....)
So I was heading to Algebra (we have the same 3rd period)
and when I saw him at the end of the hallway,
I was going to call out his name,
but this girl came out of no where and he {kissed} her and they stood there hugging for like 2 minutes.

I looked like I just got dumped from a long time relationship,
so my smile faded and expression became solemn and quiet.
I silently slipped by him when the girl left into the classroom.
He called my name, but I didn't answer.
I didn't want to, and I had no intention on doing so for a while

I know i shouldn't be mad at him,
cause i really don't have a reason to,
but it just-
hurts.

a lot.

#true.story

It's FRIDAY THE 13TH

oh-em-cheese and its raiining.!! D: (scary)
-will include more details when i get home-

Is Currently Craving A Nap and A Calzone ^.^

Starting To Actually Look Forward To HighSchool -__-**

I'm getting really tired of all these boys at my school liking these gross pictures of these half-naked girls on Facebook. Boobs and Butt is all they seem interested in -.- )x

maybe NEXT YEAR i can meet some guys that have actually grown up a little
(not saying DATE but just some new guy FRIENDS)

#all.of.a.sudden.ticked.off-.-t

Rain + Hailstorm + Facebook?

= a giant blanket playing zombie video games with my sis with the heater on, listening to the rain pour as I message Sara via facebook :D

#i'm.lovin'.it

Not Sure How I Felt About Today

Well I guess i'll start from the very beginning..

1ST PERIOD: SCIENCE
Mrs.Beckner is always yelling at someone -.- but hey that's nothing new. Did some review for the star test /: and Anthony wasn't here (once again, nothing new).

2ND PERIOD: P.E
Sara didn't come today, so I faced the usual confidence-degrading comments of being called a loner by a group of stupid 7th graders -__-. You can only hear them talk about weed and getting "twisted" so much e_e..But I hung out with Catherine and we always talk about the Hunger Games (she likes Gale for some reason O-o..) don't get me wrong, he's cool and all, i'm just more on team peeta hehe(:

 <---xD :3 (obsesseddd hahaha)
 
















3RD PERIOD: ALGEBRA 
Javon didn't come today.! D: (now THAT'S not usual) people kept saying he moved....(check My Crush Updates)
Other then that, my teacher kept catching my bad side cause the parts where I am awake she won't call on me, but when i'm not she feels the need to screw with me and embarrass me in front of everyone >__<

4TH PERIOD: HISTORY
Mr.Mulligan was more pissed off today then usual ): and i hate it how when he asks a question, and nobody answers it, so I do, then everyone looks at me like I just set of a bomb in there >_>

5TH PERIOD: HOMEROOM (SAME TEACHER AS ALGEBRA >o<)
I h a t e homeroom because I only have Amber and Eric in there with me, but at least she didn't make us do extra test practice (thank god)) so i just took a nap (and this time, in peace.!)

-LUNCH-

Since Sara didn't come, I didn't bring lunch because I had to make room in my backpack for the easter eggs i had for a egg hunt (since she didn't get to do one). So yes, I was starving (well not STARVING but hungry...which is basically all the time lol). So the whole time, I was just talking to Azrielle, Eric, and Amber about high school, college, and past relationships. Azrielle said she was gonna kill Amber if she got pregnant in high school xD. Which was common, cause we do NOT want any of our friends going through that. And the only person we really need to watch is Amber hehehe...

7TH PERIOD: ENGLISH
We changed seats! now I sit next to Azrielle and Krystyn, and a group of cute and (suprisingly) funny guys lol. Gerardo keeps telling me That Katniss is sexy, but I beg to differ xD so we had that little argument (:  and I think I have yet ANOTHER crush (ugghghh) :P

8TH PERIOD: SCIENCE ELECTIVE
Ohhh I just love Krystyn hahahaa although she picks the wrongest time, (and the most WRONG teacher) to be loud in. But she still cool anyways. Besides, she was the only one out of my friends who actually chose the same elective as me (everyone else picked health (-.-), spanish, or mathlab..without me v.v) but whatever (: Matthew was there too, and we talked a little (he has such a cute smileeee.!!).

NOW IT'S TIME FOR THE SHOCKER OF THE DAY.! (well not maybe for you, but for me it is.)
So me and gerardo were walking with saul (my so-called guy friend), and gerardo had to go so it was just me and saul. I didn't really say anything (considering the fact we haven't been really talking since he asked me out and I politely turned him down and got over my bitchy attitude), but out of nowhere he says,"You straightened your hair huh?" 
He can be VERY observant..
Then I started smoothing it down (I do that when i think it's messy, or when i'm nervous) and he's like, "You look good though." 
and thank goodness my mom picked me up just in time or I would've had a spaz attack. He would start flirting with me AGAIN. 

Well yeah that's how my day went, hoped you enjoy this long post hahaha, tell me how your day went! (comment your blog address below) Gosshhh well ok umm well bye lol
-anna[:           

Reporting To You Live!

AT 6:39 IN THE MORNING >o<
(i forgot how early school started)
and it's cold in my house v.v but i hope everyone has a good day, and i'll be back on around 3..? yeah so ttyl!

#have.a.nice.day!
-anna[:

So According To My Poll..

I guess you guys wanna hear more about
1. Me and my friends' awe-tastic-some adventures
2. Songs (i put up a page for that on the tab thingy, imma be changing the songs every now and then)
3. School (WARNING: MAY CONTAIN EVIL ALGEBRA TEACHERS, TALES OF MY SO-CALLED GUY BESTFRIEND (we'll get into that in the future -.-) AND DUMB KIDS! muahaha jk jk (:
4. and my deadly boring graveyard of a love life that i still believe i have /:

BUT ITS OK! hmm..well this seems pretty challenging, but thanks to my ah-mazingg readers and friends, i know how i can make my blog more interesting and not put you to sleep! :D

#thanks.again!
-anna[;

Wondering Where That Music Is Coming From??

I made a playlist at the bottom of my page.! you can change it if you want, I only added a few songs, but if you don't want to hear it, then just pause it. Wanna get it but don't know how? Email me: iyana.daisy17@yahoo.com

Autocorrect Likes Hugs! -.- Lol(:

#goodnight.!

Just Another Easter, Really /:

Instead of doing the family Easter egg hunt, my aunt all of a sudden thinks the rest of us are anti-social so she made us go to a neighboorhood egg hunt at some else's house -.-
And my grandpa and his [lazy] girlfriend decided today of all the days to maker do yard work >.<
And my cousins are really boring and they stare too much e_e.
Well at least my sisters and baby cousin (Christian) helped save the day(noticing they were the only ones that have made me smile)
#easter.curse D:

(and before you say anything, yes sara i got my phone back FOR THE WEEKEND. after monday, i won't get it back for a while ):

REALLY BAD EASTER SO FAR >.<

It's The Little Things I Remember♥

I was looking through some old facebook messages, and found one that made me smile (:
(from a boy that we played on the same soccer team for 3 years..)
we were playing 20 questions lol..
him: hey pretty girl (:
me: hey[:
him: wanna play 20 questions?
(13 questions later...)
him: 13. Favorite subject??
me: Englishh.
       13. would you want to go to public school?
him: i will love to go back
       14. do you like to play on facebook??
me: yeah i guess
       14. what's your favorite number?
him: 17 (:
       15. baby boy or baby girl?
me: girl
       15. why is your favorite number 17??
him: because it's your jersey number :3

-me throwing my phone at my bed blushing like crazy ^.^-
ahhhh my first love ^.♥
(seperation issues caught up with us tho /: )

#random.memory

Pretty Fun Friday (:

Went to Mulligan's and played on basically one machine until I got 350 tickets to get a tiny penguin! :D

Now it's Saturday and my head hurts like crazy, but I need to go to my grandpas house so the rest of the family and me can do some old Easter traditions (: (will have pics)

But until then...
#ttyl.!
-anna[;

I Sah-Ree Tara ):

I'm sorry you can't believe some of the things i say, and you can't trust me at times ):

but I got you bubbles <:)...

The Awkward Moment...

When you're on Facebook and the one person you try to strategically avoid getting a message from is on the same time you were and you never noticed so they say,
"Hey"
and you can't really say,
"Oh hey, i kinda have to go, but i'll message you later (knowing you won't)"
So you begin to engage in a very awkward conversation that your clearly not interested in, and consists of replies mainly of: "oh". "ok". "yeah". "wyd".

-__-
 #currently.HAPPENING.right.now 
  

I Love Glow Sticks.!❤

#goodnight[;

Ever Wondered What T.F.R.W Stood For??

-time to get deep here ladies and gentlemen- 

(lol [: )

(reading this will probably help you understand my future posts later on)

Well back in the 6th grade, I kinda (well not kinda, i DID) some stupid stuff and I lost one of my best friends, and it sucked cause it was right before we were going to go to middle school (talk about traumatizing for me O_o).

So in 7th, Sara and I we're still friends, but she was my ONLY friend, so it was like moving to a new school cause sure i've seen alot of these kids around, but not actually had to come in contact with. Saul and Eric were also my best friends, but we didn't have any classes together. So through out the year I did alot of group hopping, in hope of trying to be "cool".

(little did i know, people talked about me, and not in a good way.)

It was hard to fit in a group of troublemakers when you were such a nerd. I knew these weren't my kind of people, but it felt like i didn't really have a choice, in fear of being branded as a loner.

Sara was doing fine though, actually a 1,000 times better then i was. We didn't really talk as much though, cause we both kinda made our own group of friends. But after a while, i asked my mom if i could go into home studies, or online classes. Surprisingly, she was really worried (she thought i was getting bullied -.-). 

Yeah it was partly true, but the other part was that i was so non-social, it was ridiculous. 

So by...March (towards the end of the year) i ditched my group of "so-called-drama-starting friends" and hung out at the school library on a daily basis. It was so much easier to avoid everyone, then try to be like someone.

But a month before school was out, me and Sara started hanging out again, and her friends became my friends too (: (too bad i hadn't done so earlier). We also made a new friend named Jacob (who is beyond evil, but we'll get to that later).

I started 8th grade with a new feeling, and new confidence.

You know top of middle school, new classes, teachers, all that good stuff lol.

Sara and I started hanging out a whole lot more then we did last year, and i'm glad we did. My new group of friends consisted of nerdy-funny-weird girls and what made it even better, is that they didn't care if people looked at them funny. I was just so happy to find a place where i can be MYSELF for once. We made videos, took pictures, stood out, you know? 

While our whole school wears black, we wore rainbows of colors. Sure, people made fun of me for being the only black girl hanging with a group of white, Filipino, and mexican people but i learned to ignore it. 

-Eric still hung out with us, although he'd piss off Sara and Adriana beyond belief at times.  

-Saul kinda found his own group, but we still text each other.

-Jacob -oh jacob- he,well, he started dating this girl named April, and he started ditching us for her, and that started a 1 month arguement, and eventually, we stopped being friends.

What is TFRW?

T.he

F.unny

R.andom

W.eirdos

it was unique, and different. We all have our own different personalities, but we manage each others emotions. 

Maria: I've known her since 2nd grade; is like the really fashiony one, ALWAYS at hot topic (gosh -.-), and loves anime, YTF, and hello kitty, which is why she's really good friends with adriana.

Adriana: the serious one of our group, has some SERIOUS mood swings, but loves ninjas, and anything ninjas really. I met her through sara, and was originally best friends with Aileen.

Aileen: she is nothing like adriana at all whatsoever. She loud, goofy, funny, and just flat out weird. but that's why we love her. Super mario is her game, and we know it. She gets along with eric well (making the rest of us suspicious *wink wink*) and it bugs Sara sometimes

Sara: Hmm..sara sara sara....i'm not really sure what to say about her. She's just like a combination of everyone combined really. She can be understanding, but then again lives in disbelief. You can call her the glue of the group, cause she's just an all good friend with everyone (: 

Also there's Azrielle, Amber (who's NEVER around, but says she's in our group -__-), Adriana Y., and Jeannettee. 

But hey, I can talk more about that later (:

If you managed to read all this then you are absolutely AH-MAZING! (: because just you reading this made my day ^_^ so keep reading readers

-anna[;

I like to do the Facebook statuses where when someone likes it, you have to fill this out on their page:

Lms ;)
How Cute Are You?
[] 1 Star☆
[] 2 Stars☆☆
... [] 3 Stars☆☆☆
[] 4 Stars☆☆☆☆
[] 5 Stars☆☆☆☆☆

Would I Date you?
[] Definitely♥
[] Of Course ((;
[] Cute, But Not My Type (;
[] Maybe (:
[] No -___-
[] Not Saying [:P]
[] Already Am ;D
[] Just Friends [:)]

What level are you on?
[] Ugly D:
[] Gorgeous♥ }
[] Freaking FINE (;
[] Cute C:
[] Okay (:
[] Hot [;)]

You Should:
[] Be Mine ?♥
[] Post This As Your Status So I Can Like It .
[] Text Me (:
[] Stop Being A Stranger

 I posted mine last night, and this morning, i'd seen that Anthony "liked" it. (he is one of the many crushes i have -.-) so i wasn't sure how to fill it out, cause he has a girlfriend, and we don't really talk as much, like do i tell him the truth, or stick to trying to be at -least- casual.

so instead of this:

 

Lms ;)
How Cute Are You?
[] 1 Star☆
[] 2 Stars☆☆
... [] 3 Stars☆☆☆
[] 4 Stars☆☆☆☆
[xxxxxx] 5 Stars☆☆☆☆☆

Would I Date you?
[xxxxxxx] Definitely♥
[xxxxxxxxxx] Of Course ((;
[] Cute, But Not My Type (;
[] Maybe (:
[] No -___-
[] Not Saying [:P]
[] Already Am ;D
[] Just Friends [:)]

What level are you on?
[] Ugly D:
[] Gorgeous♥ }
[] Freaking FINE (;
[xxxxxxxxx] Cute C:
[] Okay (:
[x] Hot [;)]

You Should:
[x] Be Mine ?♥
[] Post This As Your Status So I Can Like It .
[] Text Me (:
[] Stop Being A Stranger

My so called sanity put this to keep me from sound obsessive:

Lms ;)
How Cute Are You?
[] 1 Star☆
[] 2 Stars☆☆
... [] 3 Stars☆☆☆
[x] 4 Stars☆☆☆☆
[] 5 Stars☆☆☆☆☆

Would I Date you?
[] Definitely♥
[] Of Course ((;
[x] Cute, But Not My Type (;
[] Maybe (:
[] No -___-
[] Not Saying [:P]
[] Already Am ;D
[] Just Friends [:)]

What level are you on?
[] Ugly D:
[] Gorgeous♥ }
[] Freaking FINE (;
[x] Cute C:
[] Okay (:
[] Hot [;)]

You Should:
[] Be Mine ?♥
[x] Post This As Your Status So I Can Like It .
[] Text Me (:
[] Stop Being A Stranger

 GRRRRR

# >:( 

My Awesome-Tastic Friends and I (:

I think i mentioned before, about the youtube vids me and my friends make? Well..yeah lol. Here's one of them! (hope you like it..)
-anna[;

Well Here You Go!

If you like poetry...
The Moon and the Night
In Love  
[Kelsey's Art.] :) 

Song Writing.? 

:Peh

Lots of Photos..
Cinnamon and Sunshine

You Can Relate? 

Transatlanticism

FOREVER ME; ❤

RANDOM.

smile to the music   

Seems to be all i can find for doing about 30 minutes of searching /: 

#enjoy.though! 

-anna[;

 

 

 

Off To Go Blog Hunting!

Gonna search for some blogs for a few minutes, if i find any interesting ones, i'll post the links on here.!
#keep.posted![;

Vote On My Poll.!! (:

Happens E V E R Y Time I Ask -.-

#what.happens.when.your."dad".wants.a.boy.but.ends.up.with.3.more.girls.and.your.mom.doesn't.want.to.
pay.$20.for.dinner. -.-"

Top 5 [Of My Favorite] Songs of The Week

1. We Are Young by Fun. ft. Janelle Monae
2. Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen

3. Climax by Usher

4. Turn Me On by David Guetta ft. Nick Minaj

5. Glad You Came by The Wanted :3

R.A.I.N.B.O.W

lol #bored :)

They All Have Different Stories...

I don't usually do this often, but when i get bored, i go back through old yearbooks, text messages, photos, etc. but i hate it when i find one of him and i start reminiscing about how he made me laugh and why i even liked him in the first place, but then i come back to earth and throw the picture away, cause it sucks to remember why we didn't work out.

and i can do that with about 5 different guys >.<

#it's.complicated..

That Stomach Twisting Feeling v_v

When you can't stop thinking about your crush, so you go onto his facebook page to say hi, but instead you see a picture of him kissing some girl and you don't know whether to:
1. comment on the picture and be like "thanks for kicking my heart in the ass -.- "
or
2. chucking your computer across the room.

but since i love my readers so, so much and just thought you might want to hear about my stupid love life, i decided to blog about it.

#mixed emotions (definetely) :(

i'm Back! (thank goodness -.-)

my week is over! (but i still can't have my phone for 3 weeks..)
but i will be continuing to post stuff and yeah :)
#springbreak