This Madness .? ENDS NOW.! >:o

Due to my neglectivity (new word i made, don't judge.) to my blog, I am going to be making a new one, mostly about me starting high school and stuff.
If you care to read it, Email me @ iyana.daisy17@yahoo.com and I will send you the link to my new blog.
Sorry for not posting again,
lots of summer.
um..
stuff.

yeah lol.
(btw i will have the new one up and running today bojo.! c: )
-iyana

Test Today.!

Doing some extra five minute studying before I leave..

Sorry Peeps About The Lack of Posts.! ):

I haven't been really "available" lately but I promise I'll start blogging starting TOMORROW.!
#ready?

And..So I Did.!

I really did take a nap -.- lol so I don't really feel like blog hunting and editing today :/
#sorry

Tomorrow..

If the State Test hasn't made me crash into a 5 hour nap after school tomorrow-
( -__- )
Then I will be going blog hunting again, and post the links.
Follow more blogs, meet new people, more followers.
And I might change some things around my blog <:/ <---(thinking face)

Want to look for some blogs yourself??

1. Go to your profile
2. Scroll down to the little section that says INTERESTS (it'll be off to the side, I think)
3.Your interests (some) should be highlighted in blue, and you should be able to click one them if they're blue.
4.click on your most favorite interest..
5. Ta-da.! It has now just popped up a couple pages of people's blogs that have the same interest! :D
6. continue to browse, until you get tired or you get bored (:

See any cool blogs? Post them on your blog and i'll check it out.
Don't know how to post the link on your post though?
email me at: iyana.daisy17@yahoo.com

#goodnight.and.good.luck.to.any.testers.out.there!!!

Not The Best Day Ever..

Let me see if I know how to start this off....

ok.

I've never really been the one to let be bother me about my race, but it annoys me a whole lot when a FRIEND does it.
Today at lunch, Krystyn (another person who THINKS she's in T.F.R.W) brought her phone out, and started video taping everyone, for only who knows why. Then we she got to me, she said,
"LOOK AT THAT BLACK WOMAN.!"
Everyone gasped and started laughing, but I didn't think it was funny at all. Everyone stared at me like I was some sort of creature that crawled from underground and it made me feel 2 inches tall v_v
I decided to leave, but she grabbed on to me and I tried to get her off, but she just kept laughing thinking it was a joke, and it made everyone else laugh. I felt just so embarrassed, mad, sad, just all of the above.I'm not at all ashamed of who I am, i just hate how people have to point out my only one true difference from my friends.

I went into the library (most of me and my friend's retreat spot), and just read.
Now there's a difference so your friends know what to do in case of your mood change (i figured this out in 7th period and it made sense to me):
WHEN YOUR SAD: you NEED you friends with you. If they're not, you feel like they don't care.
WHEN YOUR MAD: everyone needs to back off cause hovering around them will annoy them.

 I started crying when (hooda-thunk'it?) Adriana comes out of nowhere. We aren't really the best of friends, we've had our arguments and all, but she is still a friend. She pulled out her book and asked if I could read with her, and I said sure, (how can you turn someone down when you feel so alone?)
we just sat reading in silence, but to be honest, it was the most comforting thing I felt all day.
It's good to know I have a friend to be there.

I texted my mom after lunch to come pick me up.

I've been know to chicken out whenever something little happens (i've did this 3 times this year), but that's only because I don't know how to handle it. I can't think of the things I should say when it happens (not a quick thinker and doesn't do well in arguments) but after it's over, I think of all these things I could've done or said and I shake my head and sigh.

If an argument happened:
I text.

If someone talks about me:
I text.

If I just wasn't having a good day:
-you guessed it-

When I got home I explained to my mom, and suprisingly, after bugging her all weekend, she actually understood. Yeah she said I need to stand up for my self more, and stop the bs when it happens, but she actually understood. She said she went through the same thing when she was in high school (hooda thunk'it???). I started crying again, not because i was sad, but just because I was happy because I now know sorta who really cares.
#thanks.for.reading

Running Out Of Things To Blog About D:>

I was thinking if I waited long enough for summer to start, post ideas would start to flood in, (since less school, more family events, etc.)
but it's taking a LOT longer then i thought <:T
#worried

I Raindow-Tized My Headphones! :))

#craft.lace((:

Well That Was One Punch In The Stomach v.v

I was looking for him on my way to class,
so I could talk to him for a little bit,
(he always makes me blushh....)
So I was heading to Algebra (we have the same 3rd period)
and when I saw him at the end of the hallway,
I was going to call out his name,
but this girl came out of no where and he {kissed} her and they stood there hugging for like 2 minutes.

I looked like I just got dumped from a long time relationship,
so my smile faded and expression became solemn and quiet.
I silently slipped by him when the girl left into the classroom.
He called my name, but I didn't answer.
I didn't want to, and I had no intention on doing so for a while

I know i shouldn't be mad at him,
cause i really don't have a reason to,
but it just-
hurts.

a lot.

#true.story

It's FRIDAY THE 13TH

oh-em-cheese and its raiining.!! D: (scary)
-will include more details when i get home-

Is Currently Craving A Nap and A Calzone ^.^

Starting To Actually Look Forward To HighSchool -__-**

I'm getting really tired of all these boys at my school liking these gross pictures of these half-naked girls on Facebook. Boobs and Butt is all they seem interested in -.- )x

maybe NEXT YEAR i can meet some guys that have actually grown up a little
(not saying DATE but just some new guy FRIENDS)

#all.of.a.sudden.ticked.off-.-t

Rain + Hailstorm + Facebook?

= a giant blanket playing zombie video games with my sis with the heater on, listening to the rain pour as I message Sara via facebook :D

#i'm.lovin'.it

Not Sure How I Felt About Today

Well I guess i'll start from the very beginning..

1ST PERIOD: SCIENCE
Mrs.Beckner is always yelling at someone -.- but hey that's nothing new. Did some review for the star test /: and Anthony wasn't here (once again, nothing new).

2ND PERIOD: P.E
Sara didn't come today, so I faced the usual confidence-degrading comments of being called a loner by a group of stupid 7th graders -__-. You can only hear them talk about weed and getting "twisted" so much e_e..But I hung out with Catherine and we always talk about the Hunger Games (she likes Gale for some reason O-o..) don't get me wrong, he's cool and all, i'm just more on team peeta hehe(:

 <---xD :3 (obsesseddd hahaha)
 
















3RD PERIOD: ALGEBRA 
Javon didn't come today.! D: (now THAT'S not usual) people kept saying he moved....(check My Crush Updates)
Other then that, my teacher kept catching my bad side cause the parts where I am awake she won't call on me, but when i'm not she feels the need to screw with me and embarrass me in front of everyone >__<

4TH PERIOD: HISTORY
Mr.Mulligan was more pissed off today then usual ): and i hate it how when he asks a question, and nobody answers it, so I do, then everyone looks at me like I just set of a bomb in there >_>

5TH PERIOD: HOMEROOM (SAME TEACHER AS ALGEBRA >o<)
I h a t e homeroom because I only have Amber and Eric in there with me, but at least she didn't make us do extra test practice (thank god)) so i just took a nap (and this time, in peace.!)

-LUNCH-

Since Sara didn't come, I didn't bring lunch because I had to make room in my backpack for the easter eggs i had for a egg hunt (since she didn't get to do one). So yes, I was starving (well not STARVING but hungry...which is basically all the time lol). So the whole time, I was just talking to Azrielle, Eric, and Amber about high school, college, and past relationships. Azrielle said she was gonna kill Amber if she got pregnant in high school xD. Which was common, cause we do NOT want any of our friends going through that. And the only person we really need to watch is Amber hehehe...

7TH PERIOD: ENGLISH
We changed seats! now I sit next to Azrielle and Krystyn, and a group of cute and (suprisingly) funny guys lol. Gerardo keeps telling me That Katniss is sexy, but I beg to differ xD so we had that little argument (:  and I think I have yet ANOTHER crush (ugghghh) :P

8TH PERIOD: SCIENCE ELECTIVE
Ohhh I just love Krystyn hahahaa although she picks the wrongest time, (and the most WRONG teacher) to be loud in. But she still cool anyways. Besides, she was the only one out of my friends who actually chose the same elective as me (everyone else picked health (-.-), spanish, or mathlab..without me v.v) but whatever (: Matthew was there too, and we talked a little (he has such a cute smileeee.!!).

NOW IT'S TIME FOR THE SHOCKER OF THE DAY.! (well not maybe for you, but for me it is.)
So me and gerardo were walking with saul (my so-called guy friend), and gerardo had to go so it was just me and saul. I didn't really say anything (considering the fact we haven't been really talking since he asked me out and I politely turned him down and got over my bitchy attitude), but out of nowhere he says,"You straightened your hair huh?" 
He can be VERY observant..
Then I started smoothing it down (I do that when i think it's messy, or when i'm nervous) and he's like, "You look good though." 
and thank goodness my mom picked me up just in time or I would've had a spaz attack. He would start flirting with me AGAIN. 

Well yeah that's how my day went, hoped you enjoy this long post hahaha, tell me how your day went! (comment your blog address below) Gosshhh well ok umm well bye lol
-anna[:           

Reporting To You Live!

AT 6:39 IN THE MORNING >o<
(i forgot how early school started)
and it's cold in my house v.v but i hope everyone has a good day, and i'll be back on around 3..? yeah so ttyl!

#have.a.nice.day!
-anna[:

So According To My Poll..

I guess you guys wanna hear more about
1. Me and my friends' awe-tastic-some adventures
2. Songs (i put up a page for that on the tab thingy, imma be changing the songs every now and then)
3. School (WARNING: MAY CONTAIN EVIL ALGEBRA TEACHERS, TALES OF MY SO-CALLED GUY BESTFRIEND (we'll get into that in the future -.-) AND DUMB KIDS! muahaha jk jk (:
4. and my deadly boring graveyard of a love life that i still believe i have /:

BUT ITS OK! hmm..well this seems pretty challenging, but thanks to my ah-mazingg readers and friends, i know how i can make my blog more interesting and not put you to sleep! :D

#thanks.again!
-anna[;

Wondering Where That Music Is Coming From??

I made a playlist at the bottom of my page.! you can change it if you want, I only added a few songs, but if you don't want to hear it, then just pause it. Wanna get it but don't know how? Email me: iyana.daisy17@yahoo.com

Autocorrect Likes Hugs! -.- Lol(:

#goodnight.!

Just Another Easter, Really /:

Instead of doing the family Easter egg hunt, my aunt all of a sudden thinks the rest of us are anti-social so she made us go to a neighboorhood egg hunt at some else's house -.-
And my grandpa and his [lazy] girlfriend decided today of all the days to maker do yard work >.<
And my cousins are really boring and they stare too much e_e.
Well at least my sisters and baby cousin (Christian) helped save the day(noticing they were the only ones that have made me smile)
#easter.curse D:

(and before you say anything, yes sara i got my phone back FOR THE WEEKEND. after monday, i won't get it back for a while ):

REALLY BAD EASTER SO FAR >.<